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Monday, 16 January 2006

this weekend has been nice. I haven't had one like it in awhile, so i'm grateful.

I played twister for the first time. I'm horrible at it, but that's not the point (or is this just a stab at trying not to care,lol)

I went on an epic journey to a few of the parks in my town. The beautiful weather added a nice touch.

Did some drinking. I'd like to be proud about the fact that i stopped before I became super intoxicated, but I know it's just because of the people I was around that made me feel...well sort of...awkard (sp?)

I"m not a sad drunk. Quite the opposite. I know not to drink to "solve" your problems or other lame reasons. I think it would be best if others did the same. Or of course, not at all.

She had been drinking (more than me) So i'm hoping the liquor is what made her ask such serious and not exactly the most happy of questions. They've put me in a dark mood. I"m expecting to be back to normal in the morning.

Sunday, 08 January 2006

sunday. last day of break. lets see if I can do a recap.

umm the first week was ok. cos i hung out with josh & rachel and i liked that a lot. of course becky was gone, but I didn't die like i thought I would.

these 2 weeks and then prolly the week before have been pretty great. i spent hella lots of time at soda's hanging out (and maybe developing diabetes ha) school was ehh, but then again it's always like that. the only thing though was that it marked the...sort of end of a chapter for josh and me. i've known this guy for 2yrs now and he's become like a big brother to me and it's something i really appreciate. he's graduated, working and starting his life, so to speak. it's given me the same feeling when Anthony graduated. like my friends are starting their lives and i'm still high school. dah, my thoughts are jumbled and disorganized.

this week has been good, i went out with friends that I haven't been able to see lately. ate pizza, watched a movie, they were good times.

last night i came home after 4 and it was pretty awesome. that is until i unlocked my door only to find that the deadbolt was locked. luckily my nani was up (for reasons unkown to me) let me in and proceeded to bed. i signed on for a little bit and then ZZzzZZzz

if i dont go to bed by midnight tonight, i'm going to die at school tomorrow. unless i do what i plan and not go til 9:30,hehe.

Wednesday, 04 January 2006

woo, it's kinda cold in my room right now. i have a beanie on. yesterday i couldn't remember if i had eaten or not. crazy times. right now i'm takin a break from watching final fantasy seven advent children. more later.

Thursday, 15 December 2005

today i met a lot of people. none were that young. mostly like 3rd cousins and great great relatives. those kinds. some interesting things were found out though. for example, i found out that my nana (great grandma) was 1 of 7 siblings. i had only known of 3. as for their names, pfft, good luck.

i also came to the conlusion that the dates of my nana and her sisters dont match up with what they say. and then it doesn't help that my nana has 2 birth certificates each w/a different year.

so now i'm doubting her age,lol.

but yes, good times. good food also.

for attending a funeral today, i sure was in a skipper mood. maybe cos i wasn't at school. and to add more to that, my procrastination has begun to catch up with me. or rather, suffocate me like a avalanche would, smothering my body with a cold layer and robbing me of oxygen. ya just a little like that. i should survive though.

the glass is always half full, never empty. yes.

this weekend should be interesting. there's going to be a local show at a friends house. those are always exciting and a cause for celebration. this one will probably match that of say.....a soccers fan's team winning in the world cup. it's going to be the last one. all the members are leaving for college. i'm very happy for them, but i will miss their music.

things are going great with becky. i'm very thankful for that. now if i could only figure out a way to attend her school,haha.

christmas is coming about soon. along with my birthday. it doesn't feel like it though. this year is passing by quickly.

so i decided a few minutes ago that i'd dload fight club. i haven't seen it in awhile. that and maybe snatch. you can trust me when i say that i'm not falling into a brad pitt, pit. only cos becky talks about them like i talk about kill bill, or pulp fiction, or even food,haha.

i really wish my nani would get back home. she said she would bring me some comida. i want that comida now.

well i'm off

Monday, 12 December 2005

my great great aunt died. so i'll be attending her funeral thursday. i wasn't really that close to her, but it occured to me that her sister, my nana, is...well getting old.

my weekend was very nice.

went to the mall today and had a fun time with friends.